how do i ignore a connection? i'm not really sure i can. but i also don't want to make things harder for him. so where do i go from here?
wait. be patient. see where the road takes us.
guh. i'm not good at that....
i dont even know if i believe in the "conscience," per se. i used to think that was supposed to be God whispering in my ear, guiding to the right thing to. but, so many people claim to act on what that "still, small voice" is telling them, when in the end all they end up doing is making as ass of themselves...
c'mon, don't act like you haven't see that first hand. you know you have.
so what is the alternative?
live for the moment?
look out for #1?
put others first?
jump and hope you don't fuck it up?
personally, i like the last one. but it seems selfish, even as i read it. there must a balance to this. but where is the middle ground? personally, i don't like gray areas. they are hard for me to find and even harder to remain in.
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I like the last option as well. It's really the only option you have, if you think about it.
I don't have faith in but a few things, but you deserve a happy ending. I have faith that something or someone is going to make it happen. Don't be afraid to look in unusual places =)
Luv you, hun <3
advice from someone who is trying to take his own advice: you take it a day at a time - carpe deim.
but then when we start making plans for future days - thats when we step out into dangerous places.
let live each day as if it were our last...and deal with tomorrows problems tomorrow.
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